Saturday, April 18, 2009,2:14 pm
[ i was so shocked O: ]
i was just playing around on facebook when i thought,
how naturally everyone has fled from friendster to facebook! aha.
friendster is now such a thing of the past.
nobody even remembers it or talks about it anymore ):
isnt it quite sad?! ):
anyhoo, i spent the night at manprit's house.
like FINALLY! haha.
but it was quite funny, we had a really long night.
when we reached and went to her room.
i just KO-ed on her bed within ten minutes D: D: D: !
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it was a rough night for both of us.
but i know much more for her.
gosh, life just gives you lemons sometimes eh ?
and you get so sick of just squeezing and squeezing.
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honestly,
every week we struggle with all the shit around us.
EVERY WEEK, we tell each other each week that
we'll get over it,
we'll get through it.
things will get better.
but one day.
everything just hits you so hard you fall SMACK on your face.
and its not that you cant get up,
but, you just dont want to.
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we were just thinking about how DIFFERENT things have become from last year.
seriously, its like having woken up from a bad dream and realising that its your life.
this year,
everything and everyone's just sucking you dry, suffocating you.
waiting to climb all over you if you don't hold your ground.
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i dont want to sound like a horrible christian on this end.
im not trying to be self-righteous or hypocritical.
call me stubborn if you want.
but i mean,
life's not perfect eh. there was never a promise that it would be - or even close.
shit happens, we grow, we learn, we get over it, we move on.
we lift our strongholds to God and put it in His hands.
we do our best to be a good testimony.
but we're not super heroes yeah.
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i love God with all my heart, more than anything even.
but there's a life and alot happening outside the four walls of the church.
where's the purpose and destiny if you turn away?
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manprit's having tution now!
im bored ):
anyway, i think the car detergent's been giving me rashes !! D:
&&& our class managed to raise at least $523 this week! :DDDDDD
i love this week that i spent getting to know great friends like Cat and Delicia.
washing cars together and just living life(:
i thank God that they're there for me(:
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